[ He blushes furiously, unable to handle the praise being lavished upon him. It's good, he likes it, but it's so hard to accept. He sheathes the tanto, then wraps his arms around Nishitani to hug him. No, he's not crying, how dare you notice that. ]
Dunno what else t' say but thanks...It's ain't enough, but...'s all I got.
[ He buries his face against Nishitani's shoulder. His affection for the older man is so great that he can't adequately express it. Clinging to him with tears in his eyes, overwhelmed by gratitude and praise, is a good start. ]
There there, [ Nishitani doesn't directly mention Izo's crying, but he wraps Izo up in his arms and kisses his temple, easy and soft between them. ] Love you, Iichan. You made daddy real happy.
[ If it were anyone else, he'd get defensive and assume they were making fun of him. Izō hasn't made anyone proud; he just lets people down and disappoints them. Knowing that he actually made someone proud of him in a way that matters...He can't handle it.
Izō clings to him a bit longer before scrubbing at his face to hide his tears. It doesn't work -- he knows he isn't fooling anyone. ]
Guess I gotta work real hard t' keep ya that way, huh?
That's right. Being mine is a full time job. [ He's possessive, but at this point, its a feature not a bug. ] Now, you gonna let me cook you something before fucking your brains out?
[ Of course he is, but it's so hard to just accept anyone being nice to him, even when he loves them. It's nearly impossible for him to let go of the idea that these relationships are transactional and only worth what they can get out of Izō. As time goes on, it's easier for him to accept it. ]
I mean...if ya wanna. [ And not because he wants it. ] Never gonna say no t' a free meal.
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Dunno what else t' say but thanks...It's ain't enough, but...'s all I got.
[ He buries his face against Nishitani's shoulder. His affection for the older man is so great that he can't adequately express it. Clinging to him with tears in his eyes, overwhelmed by gratitude and praise, is a good start. ]
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Izō clings to him a bit longer before scrubbing at his face to hide his tears. It doesn't work -- he knows he isn't fooling anyone. ]
Guess I gotta work real hard t' keep ya that way, huh?
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I mean...if ya wanna. [ And not because he wants it. ] Never gonna say no t' a free meal.