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jigokulogs2022-07-19 12:59 pm
holeful) wrote in jigokulogs2022-07-19 12:59 pm
July Catch All
Who ⬤ Fukuda "Snack Hole" Tamotsu and whoever has the misfortune of encountering him
What ⬤ July substories and other semi-open prompts
When ⬤ Throughout the month
Where ⬤ Various
Content Warnings ⬤ General Fukuda Warning
[Office Work- Closed To Enmas]
[Fukuda is a weird guy in so many ways, even moreso now that he's somehow become a dogboy with hole powers, but one of them is his schedule, which doesn't seem to include sleep? He's always running on the late night patrol shift, and then comes in first thing in the morning to file his paperwork when morning shift people come in. Does he sleep during the afternoon? Hard to say but you'll certainly see him out and about in the afternoon as well, so??? He rarely seems tired, outside of the blood rain incident, but you may catch him in any of the following unusual situations;
1. Actually in one of his rare states of tiredness, nodding off at his desk and spilling his coffee onto the floor in the process
2. You open one of the file closets to find Fukuda in a pile of papers and boxes. Is he trying to reorganize or just making things worse?
3. Sniffing things.
4. Entering a room by making a hole in the door rather than opening it. It's awkward for him to clamber through the hole but he keeps doing this anyway.
But usually he is... normal? Normal for him. Always willing to help out if you ask him.]
[Clinic Visit]
[Fukuda's not really a fan of doctors due to his avoidance of being perceived in any way, but he's unfortunately got several concerns and also A Mission to accomplish, so he's going to be stopping by, probably multiple times. After all, there's a lot of things wrong with him. So he's walking in, slightly awkward, and leading with the insane opener of;]
Um, hello, I was hoping to talk to someone about... something?
[Helpful.
Anyway this is for anyone at the clinic, Fukuda has multiple issues so everyone can have their own discreet visit, lmf]
[Terrible House Guest- for Cain/Yuuji/Megumi]
[Now, Fukuda is from the modern era, so he like. Knows about texting. But he also has brain damage and is very excited about his new powers. So for a short while, before he is presumably banned from doing so, Fukuda will show up at these three's apartment, and rather than knock on the door, just makes one of his cool new holes in the wall. Hello, here is the hole man.]
A person on the street was handing out coupons, so who wants to go eat?
[He will take all comers.]
[Wildcard]
[If you'd like a prompt for one of the substories this month, or something else entirely, hit me up!]
What ⬤ July substories and other semi-open prompts
When ⬤ Throughout the month
Where ⬤ Various
Content Warnings ⬤ General Fukuda Warning
[Office Work- Closed To Enmas]
[Fukuda is a weird guy in so many ways, even moreso now that he's somehow become a dogboy with hole powers, but one of them is his schedule, which doesn't seem to include sleep? He's always running on the late night patrol shift, and then comes in first thing in the morning to file his paperwork when morning shift people come in. Does he sleep during the afternoon? Hard to say but you'll certainly see him out and about in the afternoon as well, so??? He rarely seems tired, outside of the blood rain incident, but you may catch him in any of the following unusual situations;
1. Actually in one of his rare states of tiredness, nodding off at his desk and spilling his coffee onto the floor in the process
2. You open one of the file closets to find Fukuda in a pile of papers and boxes. Is he trying to reorganize or just making things worse?
3. Sniffing things.
4. Entering a room by making a hole in the door rather than opening it. It's awkward for him to clamber through the hole but he keeps doing this anyway.
But usually he is... normal? Normal for him. Always willing to help out if you ask him.]
[Clinic Visit]
[Fukuda's not really a fan of doctors due to his avoidance of being perceived in any way, but he's unfortunately got several concerns and also A Mission to accomplish, so he's going to be stopping by, probably multiple times. After all, there's a lot of things wrong with him. So he's walking in, slightly awkward, and leading with the insane opener of;]
Um, hello, I was hoping to talk to someone about... something?
[Helpful.
Anyway this is for anyone at the clinic, Fukuda has multiple issues so everyone can have their own discreet visit, lmf]
[Terrible House Guest- for Cain/Yuuji/Megumi]
[Now, Fukuda is from the modern era, so he like. Knows about texting. But he also has brain damage and is very excited about his new powers. So for a short while, before he is presumably banned from doing so, Fukuda will show up at these three's apartment, and rather than knock on the door, just makes one of his cool new holes in the wall. Hello, here is the hole man.]
A person on the street was handing out coupons, so who wants to go eat?
[He will take all comers.]
[Wildcard]
[If you'd like a prompt for one of the substories this month, or something else entirely, hit me up!]
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No, wait, if that was the case, surely he wouldn't have agreed to come to dinner, right?? Hm.]
Ah, well, I didn't really consume much of any of that stardust, so I remember all of it? [Wait. Does it work like alcohol?? DOES CAIN NOT REMEMBER???] Are there parts you don't?
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Oh, I'm uh, sorry about the way I acted. I remember most of it? Some of it's a bit blurry, but I remember doing stuff with you...I know I kinda came on pretty strong.
[Well that was one thing he wanted to settle. The other was...well he wasn't sure how Fukuda would react, actually. It didn't exactly seem like something he was proud of, but Cain honestly still had several questions.]
So I'm really sorry about not being able to control myself. I mean, it's probably more fun if I was fully aware of myself, right?
no subject
Ah, no! Well, I mean, it probably would have been more fun, but it wasn't like I minded doing those sort of things with you, Cain. I really like you. I was worried you'd realized you were out of my league when you came to and regret having done it.
[Now that he knows it's Not The Case it's nott too scary to say that.]
I thought you'd say I took advantage of you, not the other way around!
no subject
[He's looking a bit sheepish, but mostly was just relieved that Fukuda didn't seem to think Cain just straight up forced himself. He's not sure what the man means by out of his league, but....]
Well, I mean I just wanted to say that anyway, cause I'd feel guilty about it all the same. I'm glad you were having fun too. And-oh right, you did say something about like, killing people, right?
no subject
Well he could lie, right? He could lie and Cain would probably believe him. Then he'd be safe and he could keep being friends with Cain.
But would that be right? Would that be fair? And even if Cain accepted it, wouldn't some part of him wonder about it? Wonder if maybe he hadn't imagined it after all? But he can't admit to it either. His nature is to dodge, avoid, divert attention, play dumb. To hide. He's a coward, unlike Cain. But he also can't bring himself to lie like he normally would. Not to Cain.
So all he can think to do is turn his gaze away and say nothing.]
no subject
Did you? My memory is pretty bad about a bunch of things, but you really looked serious when you said that. Is that true? You really don't...you don't really seem the type.
no subject
But somehow the idea of lying to Cain feels bad to him. And maybe a small part of him still wants that relief of Cain still accepting him even with all the murders.]
... Aah. I wasn't trying to kill anyone. I was trying to help them, and it was worth it to keep trying, to me.
no subject
But help them? Now he was curious.]
Help them? So you tried to help some people but accidentally killed them instead?
[That sounded a little in line with what he remembered. Something also about a hole in the head? He's unconsiously lifted a hand to where Fukuda had pressed down on his temple.]
But you don't anymore, right?
no subject
Aah. Miss Hondomachi helped me realize what I was really trying to find was someone who would make the same decision as I did. I think maybe it doesn't work unless you want the hole.
[Which is... not the best reason to stop killing. No "murder is bad," just "the murder wasn't accomplishing what I wanted."]
no subject
You...did that to yourself then?
[Cain's fingers go up to his own head, right about where the hole was on the front of Fukuda's skull.]
You're saying that helped you? And you wanted to help others in the same way?
no subject
... Aah. During the blood rain, my hole stopped working. I wasn't able to think clearly, before I had it, and then too.
[When he kept tapping things, getting distracted by... Something, doing things in sets of three... and basically wanted to die.]
no subject
It stopped working? I mean, sorry if I don't really get what's going on, but I didn't even know humans could survive something like that.
[And obviously they couldn't, due to some of Fukuda's victims.]
Was the rain messing you up then I'm guessing? Definitely for the best I got you out of it then...you seemed really distracted. But your mind is clear now?
no subject
I mean, I don't really know how it works either, all I have to go off of is my own experience. Before I had my hole... I wasn't really in control of my own brain. The reason I'm so good with numbers is because before, I couldn't not pay attention to them. I had to count things all the time. And because I'd act so strangely, people would avoid me. Eventually I couldn't take it anymore, and that's when I got my hole.
["Got," as if Cain doesn't know he drilled the hole himself.]
But now it's fine, because I only have to count if I want to.
no subject
[He's really trying hard, and it seems Fukuda is too since neither of them had anything else to go on. It sounded almost something like a curse, but Fukuda had been born with it. If that was true in a way, it was awfully tragic.]
So in doing so it allowed you a new lease on life, cause it got rid of whatever was cursing your mind? And you wanted other people to see that. I mean, I can't say I really agree with that since I don't think that's really something most humans can survive but...I get it.
You didn't really have anyone to lean back on either, right?
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The fact that I have so many people supporting me here... it's nice, but it's strange. And I can't help but wonder if people would be so nice to me if they knew everything.
And I don't know if I really have the right to want them to not find out.