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[He hummed softly in assent that she was indeed doing better. And it was true she had no way to truly know if she was doing well unless she was experimenting on an actual person.

This particular oil should have a strawberry flavor to it.

Sadly, people everywhere were the same no matter where they were. The same structures that kept them down existed everywhere.]

It is always that way. You work harder than anyone else. Stay up later and do more than those who just coast by on family name alone. All you can do is keep what you've earned and the world salivates on ripping it all from your hands the first chance they get. It is brutal.

I am happy to hear that you got that recognition. It feels good to be appreciated. I am glad your commander sees you. It hurts when they don't.

You're doing great, by the way. Are you feeling a bit more comfortable with it?

[ She had all but given up on anybody understanding her. Somehow he managed to get this much out of her on a first meeting. At least that she was aware of. She didn't even like him at first and intended to tell him off but he's managed to get a lot out of her already and there seemed to be a lot they had in common. She actually wants to know him now. ]

I think I get it. What else can you show me?

[Jin Guangyao was a master at diffusing situations. He had to be in his life if he did not want to get yelled at or even worse, hit. But he genuinely liked her and could see why Nie Huaisang took a shining to her as well. She was earnest and forthright, like many of the young cultivators he had met in his life and her serious diligence to even this kind of matter made her rather adorable.

Though anything else he could show her would be wasted if she were to practice on the toy. It was hard without a partner to react to what she was doing.]

You wanted to practice giving oral you said? Though we can certainly practice on the phallus, it is a bit hard to show it. I can demonstrate it if you like.

[Why was he feeling mortified at the prospect of offering his body for her to practice on? This was why he was here. He supposed the trauma ran pretty deep. But if he was going to get past it was better to do so with a sweet earnest girl than a client who wouldn't care for his well-being.]

Or if you wanted to practice your hand movements on a person I can oblige. It is after all what you are paying me for.

Alright. Let me see how it's done then I'll try it on you.

[ It was a good place to start. She could learn quite a bit just from watching. Many of her skills were learned that way. But she also knew the value of putting them into practice, making adjustments as she went. Learning what not to do in a controlled environment was just as important. He was an attractive man as well which made the process even more enjoyable. She held the toy upright in her lap and watched expectantly. ]

[He fixed his hair and then went down to his knees between her legs. Okay so maybe he hadn't done this to an actual person before but he had seen it done plenty of times, He pushed his hair back, ears twitching anxiously. He tilted his head to kiss along the vein on the underside of the shaft. ]

Sex is about building the feeling. Start with a small movement, light butterfly kisses like so. It is about anticipation.

[His lips gently ghosted over the head, tongue slipping out to tease it.]

Place a focus on the pleasure centers. Against the slit, under the head. There is a visual satisfaction if you show that you are really loving the taste, like a wonderful dessert. Savour your partner.

[He moved down again, lapping it up from the base to tip as if he was eating something delicious. He looked up making eye contact with her as he did this.]

[ He had her attention. It was harder than she thought to not get caught up in all this. It's not like she could feel what he was doing. All she had to go on was her experience with Huaisang. But the sight of it alone got her excited. Her cheeks were red when he looked up at her. Her mind was very much active processing what he was doing and imagining how she would perform the act herself. With her free hand she reached out to stroke his ears. She tried not to move too much but she couldn't help but shift her hips. ]

Right... anticipation...

[His ears twitched underneath her fingers. The area behind them had the softest fur. He could actually do this, he had to get to know the person first. He noted the blush and ran his hands over her thighs.]

Mnn, try and touch other parts as well. all the nerves in the body are sensitive when one experiences arousal.

Now when you take it into your mouth you must be mindful of your teeth. Press your tongue along the underside and then swirl up to the tip.

[With that he took it into his mouth, hollowing out his cheeks as he went down. His head moves in slow motions and for some reason, this was getting to him in a way that he didn't think it would. He shifted his hips a little bit and pressed his hands over his lap.]

[ She was glad he included what to do with one's hands while doing this. He was right about that. It felt good when he touched her legs and it would be even better with her clothes off. She was only doing it out of obligation at first but now she was interested in really seeing what it was like to be intimate with him. His comment about teeth seemed important if it was really as sensitive as he said. She continued scratching and massaging those soft ears, wondering if he might be feeling something like she was. ]

You can fit all that in your mouth without choking?

[He honestly had no idea. He gently pulled off it before speaking.]

It really isn't about how much you can fit in your mouth. I know there were women who could fit a lot in their mouths in the brothel I grew up in. But I think moving in smaller movements and training up to it is better. Most of the sensitive parts in on the head and neck here.

[He pointed the areas out with a forefinger. He curled his fingers at the base of it with a thumb along the vein.]

You can also stroke the base of it like so as you suck on the tip. I wouldn't worry about fitting too much at once.

[ That was a relief to hear. She was inclined to stick with the technique he's shown her. No need to overwhelm herself. All this was starting to get her feeling hot. Since he was holding onto it she was free to pull her top off, exposing her muscles and scars. The way the fabric brushed against her nipples was enough to elicit a small sound. ]

Is it my turn?

[He couldn't help himself, he may have been repressed for the majority of his life but he was still a man. His eyes moved up to watch as she took off her shirt. She was beautiful really. The scars just made her all the more lovely. Like him, she had been through some things. It was the body of a warrior. He wanted to kiss all of them one at a time.]

Did you want to try on the phallus or do you feel like you are ready to take on something a bit more real?

[He blushed deeply as he spoke. He supposed he was really doing this.]

I want you instead.

[ She watched his reaction for any signs of aversion. Noticing nothing of the sort she was content to continue. She had the general idea of what to do. Her gaze dropped down between his legs. Lips parted and her tongue slipped out to wet them just thinking about it. She moved in, reaching for the exposed skin of his chest. ]

Oh...

Ohhh. Okay.

[He blushed deeply at the contact on his chest. It had been so mong since he had been touched like that and he tended to really like women who were more forward. His eyes moved to land on her lips.]

Shall we move up to sip properly on the bed? I still need to take the rest of my robes off. But if you wish to explore further you are welcome to do that.

[WHy did he sound like a blushing maiden? This was ridiculous.]

Yes. That would be more comfortable.

[ She allowed him enough time to adjust himself but not by much. Her hands were on him again the moment more skin was revealed. She was eager to see it all. This was so new to her but she was comfortable enough around him that she was more excited than concerned about doing something wrong. This was the kind of challenge she enjoyed. She was already close enough to breathe on him so it didn't take much to close the distance and kiss his neck. ]

[He allowed her to take the lead. The feeling of her calloused hands on his skin really did set it on fire. It was almost too much, he could not help but shiver underneath her fingers.

He tilted his head back and allowed her to kiss his neck as she pleased. He was getting more comfortable with her. It helped quell his anxieties. With Julietta's background she would see him as a person rather than an object. He could barely stop the small noise that escaped him.]

Maiden Julietta, you are quite beautiful. You are doing so well...please.

[ She pulled back slightly upon hearing that sound but realizing that was a good thing she resumed what she was doing. When he spoke so sweetly she couldn't keep him waiting. She never really thought of herself that way. He wasn't the first to call her beautiful but it really seemed to mean something coming from him. She didn't realize she'd enjoy hearing his plea so much. Her hand moved down to gently feel him the way he showed her. His cock was warm in her hand. Looking down to see what she was doing her hair brushed against him. ]

Does this feel good?

[He was far more sensitive than he wanted to admit. It had been far too long for him. His fingers moved to trace over her bare back, feeling her muscles under his palms. He was already pretty hard and his cock twitched in her hand.]

It does. I'm really sensitive...

[His heart beat against his chest. He was so nervous but so turned on at the same time.]

Please go slowly...I don't want to come too fast.

[ She was quiet, concentrating on what she was doing. When she was this inexperienced she had doubts that he would need to be so concerned that she would be that good. Though her first time wasn't so long ago so she did have some idea of what that kind of sensitivity was like. She was gentle with his cock as well as tracing over his hip. Shifting herself she found a more comfortable position between his legs. ]

[It was embarrassing to be splayed out like that in front of someone. He hadn't been so exposed since his few trysts with Qin Su. He fought the urge to just cover his face. He was supposed to be a professional!

His eyes were wide and he bit his lower lip in anticipation.]

[ Since he was up front about the situation she didn't expect the same from him that she experienced with Nie Huaisang. He was the only one she had to compare. She hasn't seen him unfavorably so far. His instructions were clear and she did her best to imitate what he showed her. Leaning in she pressed her lips to the underside of his cock, acquainting herself with the feeling. ]

[It was still fairly embarrassing, His fingers curled into the fabric of his clothing unable to keep the moan in. He shivered as the feeling of her warm breath touched against the sensitive flesh. His cock throbbed happily at the attention, swelling further in her hands.

He trembled against the bed.]

Y-Yes, just like that.

[ That sound went straight through her. She had to take a moment to bring her focus back from between her own legs back to his. Her tongue slipped out tracing over the same path as her lips did before. ]

You must feel constrained in those clothes... Feel free to make yourself comfortable.

[He wanted to help her feel good to. The part of him that just wanted to comfort, serve and caretake was fighting. He had a hard time just sitting there and receiving pleasure. He shuddered at the feeling of her wet tongue moving across his length.]

Ahh, yes. just like that. Good girl.

[He shifted to sit up a little bit more.]

I think I will.

[ She really does want her clothes off now. Backing off of him she hastily strips down so she can get back to what she was doing. She's more concerned with efficiency than trying to make it appealing. She really does find this the best way he can serve her right now. What she needs is someone patient who will let her practice. When she goes back to his cock again she slowly takes it all into her mouth. ]

[His eyes moved over her body, his gaze dipping down over her muscles. She was really beautiful.

He leaned back with a gasp when her mouth took him in. It was so warm, and he had not felt like that in a very long time. His face was beet red and he could barely constrain the noises that she elicited from him.]

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