[ He didn’t like this question. Shealtiel had not been the first one to ask him about this and maybe he was overzealous in thinking it would be okay to tell people what he really was here; to be free to be himself.
Apparently, though, his honest word that he was a good person wasn’t enough proof. His shoulders sag lightly. He didn’t want to lie, but he didn’t want Shealtiel to be suspicious of him either. He has acquired a demon’s powers to fight demons— not to enjoy being one. He also had no idea obtaining Amon’s body would come with such biological changes. A higher temper and libido. A different palate that craved blood and flesh. Nightmares that showed what horrors the demon did to people in the past. Visions of hell and carnage.
He’s quiet for a moment and his eyes squeeze shut. ]
I lose my temper sometimes. Other times I get so bloodthirsty and excited I accidentally transform. But I’m still myself. I’m still Akira, not somebody or something else.
[ … ]
I know you don’t need my permission, but you have it in case I ever do lose all control of myself. Please put an end to me so others can be safe.
no subject
Apparently, though, his honest word that he was a good person wasn’t enough proof. His shoulders sag lightly. He didn’t want to lie, but he didn’t want Shealtiel to be suspicious of him either. He has acquired a demon’s powers to fight demons— not to enjoy being one. He also had no idea obtaining Amon’s body would come with such biological changes. A higher temper and libido. A different palate that craved blood and flesh. Nightmares that showed what horrors the demon did to people in the past. Visions of hell and carnage.
He’s quiet for a moment and his eyes squeeze shut. ]
I lose my temper sometimes. Other times I get so bloodthirsty and excited I accidentally transform. But I’m still myself. I’m still Akira, not somebody or something else.
[ … ]
I know you don’t need my permission, but you have it in case I ever do lose all control of myself. Please put an end to me so others can be safe.