ᴀssᴀssɪɴ (岡田以蔵 | Okada Izō) (
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Entry tags:
July open log and catch-all [OPEN]
Who ⬤ Okada Izō and you!
What ⬤ Open prompts and other things
When ⬤ July
Where ⬤ Various
Content Warnings ⬤ None right now!
Gen
Dog shenanigans
Substory
Stardust
(( PM me if you want a custom starter for anything! ))
What ⬤ Open prompts and other things
When ⬤ July
Where ⬤ Various
Content Warnings ⬤ None right now!
Gen
Dog shenanigans
Substory
Stardust
(( PM me if you want a custom starter for anything! ))
Substory: It's in the stars...
The problem is someone saw. He doesn't look happy about it! ]
Don't look at me like that. Ain't like I'm sellin' it or nothin'!
[ No, he's just eating it straight off the street...He doesn't notice how good it's making him feel yet. ]
cw emeto I'm so sorry
But before that can even settle in and give him time to think about the reasons why, the view of Izo himself makes Shealtiel freeze in place. There are the fangs, yes, the feet, the everything— but what immediately draws his eyes in are the dark wings at his back. He sees them, he hears them shifting even the smallest amount, and his mind flashes with images of spilled cups, of the nuns surrounding him, of horrible, disgusting taste in his mouth and his stomach burning and pushing upwards—
It's been so long in this place that he's not able to cover his mouth in time before he throws up. Hopefully not on Izo, like he usually does? Maybe just on some stardust? On the street?
Shealtiel is too busy hunched over and trying to recover from sudden illness to quite notice just what he's done. )
I'm also sorry
Oi, what th' fuck gives?!
[ Yeah, he's just going to grab Shealtiel by the shoulders and try to pull him into a more upright position to yell at him. ]
Ya that fuckin' disgusted by me?! Huh?!
to be fair, izo deserves to be upset
Grghh. Stop... your wings... Let go of me, demon, before I get sick again.
( At least he gets the fair warning out, this time. It's a tad bit late for it, though. )
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[ Yeah, he is drawing his fist back, fully ready to punch Shealtiel in the face if he keeps insulting Izō. ]
Ain't like I can fuckin' do shit 'bout these wings!
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It's a lolipop of some kind, and he unwraps it quickly, tucking it into his mouth. At the same time, he lifts his hand indicating a pause.
And then, a few seconds later, he lowers his hand and stands a little straighter. He doesn't look like he's going to throw up anymore. )
What do you mean, you can't? Can't you put them away?
( The disgust is still clear in his voice, and he can't do much to hide that. But there's something that shakes in it, a hint of how personal this issue is with him. His own wings, after all, are hidden out of sight. )
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Th' fuck are ya talkin' about? No, I can't fuckin' put 'em away. They ain't goin' nowhere.
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You can put them away, before I get sick on you again.
( His anger is elevating, though, past the point of disgust and into something deeper. Looking closely, one might almost notice a shift to the right side of his face... But nothing comes of it yet. He clenches his fist. )
You're lucky I don't have my angelic weapon here. Just get out of my way with those things.
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[ The feathers on his wings fluff up just like a posturing bird's would. He bares his sharp teeth in a snarl. ]
Th' fuck makes ya think I can jus' make my wing go away, huh? Why're ya fuckin' with me like this?! Think it's fuckin' funny?!
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( It takes everything inside of him (and the lemon candy) not to gag again at the sight of those feathers fluffing up. His body lurches slightly, tenses, and as he closes his eyes to try and make the images go away, a few extra slits appear briefly on the right side of his face.
They vanish just as quickly as he struggles to control himself. )
Nothing about it is funny! It's disgusting, it's vile! It's... ( He's starting to feel hot, uncomfortable, anger welling up so much inside of him and aimed at... what? Himself, maybe? His eyes open again, just the two. )
...You're not a demon, are you? Something feels different. But I can't... stand looking at wings like that.
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[ Izō snarls. He's bad at containing his anger, but especially when he feels like he's being disrespected. ]
I got a fuckin' tengu livin' in my body! Ya think I wanna look like this?! Ya think any'a this was my fuckin' choice?!
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( There's something going on in Shealtiel's head. There are complex emotions written all across his face, even with a lemon candy stick peeking out from between his lips to keep his nausea in check. Fingernails from his right hand dig into his scarred left hand, and he shifts his weight uneasily.
It looks like he doesn't know what to say.
It's because he doesn't. The sentiment of "I didn't want to look like this, I didn't choose this" is entirely one he relates to, and the stinging pain of that realization is too much to handle. But if these features aren't bad, then why did he suffer through everything? What's the point?
What does he say, when he relates to someone like this? He pushes that back repeatedly, focusing instead on something he can cling to easily. He's not a demon. A tengu is different.
Still, he stays mostly speechless now. )
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Ya what? Spit it out before I make ya.
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Selling it would be be significantly less strange than what you just did.
[Childe ditches the extra large bag of dog kibble he was holding- support your local charities, and all- and crouches down beside him, one eyebrow raised. There are a number of questions he would like answers to and half of them would probably annoy Izō even more so he settles on something not quite so incendiary.
... and more important.]
What does it taste like?
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[ He huffs, but settles down quickly. To Childe's question comes a swift response in the form of Izō pulling another piece of Stardust off the ground and stuffing it in his mouth. ]
Ya tell me.
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... that was disappointing. It doesn't really taste of anything. [a beat] If I drop dead tomorrow, it's your fault.
[It does make him wonder, though. Everyone has been so adamant about them collecting as much of it as possible but why?]
What makes it so valuable? I don't suppose you've been given any secret information, lieutenant?
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[ It's been, like, 30 seconds. Give it some time. Izō shrugs. ]
Drugs are good business, ya know. Maintainin' a steady supply makes sure we got steady money comin' in.
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Figures.
[There's no judgement in his voice or expression. The Fatui weren't exactly saints either and, while this isn't a business he's ever dabbled in himself, he wouldn't be surprised if Pantalone or Dottore had at some point. Whatever. They have their own methods.]
... well, as much as I'm enjoying sitting on the sidewalk with you, could you tell me where I should drop this food off?
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Follow me. Ain't far. [ A beat. ] Ya really give a shit 'bout what I'm doin' or are ya jus' tryin' t' keep up a good look with th' clan?
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Of course I do. How heartless do you think I am? [He grins.] Impressing you and getting to play with dogs are just bonuses.
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Now yer jus' usin' me for clout and gettin' t' play with th' dogs, huh?
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Mostly the dog part. But you're like a scruffy little dog yourself sometimes.
[all he's saying is that he can very clearly picture izō chasing a stick]
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[ Izō huffs, the blush only getting worse as he leads Childe past rows of cages of excited dogs to a back storage area. ]
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Sorry, where were we? [Right, food. He sets the pack down with the others.] Ah, right. You're like a scruffy little dog. It's a compliment, I assure you.
[Weird. Is it possible to get a puppy contact high because he's feeling pretty buzzed.]
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...Maybe how Childe's joy is contagious. Is that why he feels so good right now? The idea of the Stardust he ate off the street is not even on his mind. ]
Shut up, I ain't little an' I ain't a dog!
[ BARKBARKBARKBARK goes the yappy little pom in Childe's face, gripping the front of his shirt with a bit of a snarl. ]
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