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真峢 εΎζœ— πŸ”ͺ Majima Gorō ([personal profile] no_kyouken) wrote in [community profile] jigokulogs2022-06-11 04:08 pm

[open] day and night

Who ⬀ Majima (Shuten) & Open
What ⬀ June 2022 Event: Summer Begins
Content Warnings ⬀ horror, mental illness, torture, abuse (physical/emotional), trauma, depression, grooming/manipulation, violence. check individual subject lines for more content warnings.






Prompts in comments, wildcard me with anything else you want. You can catch me in the discord or DM me at itsabee#1072.

plotting comment

Feel free to double up prompts, I will tag you however many times you want.

open prompts
β˜€οΈ what the hell are you wearing?
β˜€οΈ [resting on] doctor's orders
β˜€οΈ [goromi] wet t-shirts
β˜€οΈ bonfire
πŸŒ™ separation
πŸŒ™ the broken lake
πŸŒ™ haunt joins the party
πŸŒ™ your house is on fire
⭐ wildcard


majima 🎢
goromi 🎢

svarte greiner - knive 🎢
medicative: (ghost.)

[personal profile] medicative 2022-06-14 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
[a single thought drifts across her mind as the world changes - not again. this time, there are no dark wings to save her, cocoon her until it's all over. this time, it's her.

anchored to her body, enough wires so she does as the setting demands. crumpled in a heap - no wings on her back, there is no playing at angels for this show. and then plucked up, brought to the right pose to begin, to dance to the puppeteer's tune. only allowed to mime her sorrow, not to speak, the same routine and same paces. the dance that ends with her fallen down again and again. entertainment, while the other gets ready.]
medicative: (sight.)

[personal profile] medicative 2022-06-18 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
[she strains to get closer to it when it looks to her, to pull on her strings and drag her nearer, even as the wires want her to return. somehow, she knows she needs to be near it, pulling hard enough to make wire cut into her skin, to bleed where it bites tightly into flesh. dripping on the stage.

allowed a little closer, but not close enough. if they both strained, perhaps they could touch -

and the wires viciously jerk her back, arrested and bound tighter, forced into stillness - not even a dance, because she isn't behaving. that's not how this ballet goes.]
medicative: (journey.)

[personal profile] medicative 2022-06-19 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
[fleeing but not fleeing. reaching for it but not getting there. hunter and prey, and she knows this as surely as if it was etched into her bones. running and being chased, chances to strike - oh, it's familiar, aches in a thousand places, a thousand marks that should exist for death. this will end in her demise, yet again, and she'll have to get up and do it again. fear and memory and forgetting and recalling. instincts that bloom from nowhere.

she looks up at the knife, and with the bit of slack offered to her, tilts her head back to expose her throat. it will be easier like this. she has no freedom to defend herself - only to choose to be the sacrifice, if this is what is needed, for she will come back. she always does. that's the curse of survival.]
medicative: (pain.)

[personal profile] medicative 2022-06-19 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[she's not Makoto, she wants to say, she's-

you don't know who you are.

heavy and resonant to her sense of identity, fractured and wound up through lies, lies, lies. she is optimistic she is bitter she is gone she is here she is not

she believes, and that is her downfall, it always is. girls that are too soft always fall.

the strings drag her by her arms away, drop her into a cage like an unwanted toy. she rattles the bars, and find them unmoving - she mimes her sorrow. endless tears, because She (half Emily, half Makoto) doesn't know how to get out. there's never an exit. (there's never an exit. it's just a loop.)

even if she's moved from the cage, she weeps.

she's always scared. they just don't know.]
medicative: (visible.)

[personal profile] medicative 2022-06-19 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[this isn't her feeling, her desires. (this is what you always wanted.) this is a place she doesn't allow for herself. (this is what you long for.)

the knife in her hand, and she sees the other puppet trying, straining - so does she, trying to cut through one of the wires that binds, even as she feels one of the seams rip some for it. to cut apart means to fall apart, but she wants to be unbound, even if this isn't her.

(it was always you.)

if she does this, it will release her. use the knife, and fight. that's what she needs.]
medicative: (strive.)

[personal profile] medicative 2022-06-20 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
[being shot hurts, enough to collapse, to rattle her puppet body - blood mixes with stuffing, a stained and ugly little cloud in her chest. the demon is born from weeping, and then all there is around them is the darkness, their own presence. the haunting face, teeth bared in pain, in rage, in fear. but the wires on her have gone limp, and wrapped in its hair...it's safer. even as her chest feels like it's on fire, and her arms move. she is alive.

reaching up to her neck, she pulls out a silver needle from the seam, and goes to her wound, beginning to sew it up. she has no thread, but somehow, a strand of the hannya's hair is wound to it, and does the job fine enough. she sews, now that her hands are free, until there is no wound. there is no more bleeding. she is saved, because there was someone else.

(under the earth, there are hundreds of dolls, broken in so many ways, dolls that never made it out.)

the worst has passed, and now, as at the beginning, she reaches for the other puppet. it may tear her to shreds as it pleases - if that is the way this ballet must go.]
medicative: (embrace.)

[personal profile] medicative 2022-06-21 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
[gently, so softly, she takes the demon's hands - pulls them away from their own body, bows her head and kisses them to still them. breathe. you're safe now. they cannot hurt you.

they are torn, and she still has her needle. still has the red that poured from her and the shot, heartsblood that she can touch and pull away in its own threads. it will serve, as she begins to tuck its stuffing back inside. as she makes small, invisible stitches, so that it can come back together stronger. sewing inch by inch, patient and quiet. asking nothing of it but stillness, so that she might unwind the remnants of string from their wrists, their throat. so that things might be mended with a steady hand and careful eye.

there is nowhere to go. but there is nowhere they need to go in a hurry. in the void, there are no harsh lights demanding they perform. they simply exist.]