Jin Guangyao breathed along with him, timing his breaths in an urge to slow the other man down. His tails curled around him protectively as well as to give Huaisang something soft to touch if he needed it.
"That is understandable. You don't need to jump in right away. We have time to decide what we want to do. I agree. There are plenty of people in that meeting today who are excited to jump into the fray. I climbed tooth and nail in three clans. That is more than a lifetime. I was not quite excited at the prospect of doing it once more.
I think That sounds nice. We can still help but more passively. We still need to fulfill our contracts regardless. But rest is much needed for both of us."
his fingers continued through his hair, gently taking care of any knots. He pressed his lips against his head gently.
"You are not alone. If you want this path I will walk it with you. I doubt anyone else knows this path we tread."
The ministrations are managing to console him a bit. He's so tired already. Jin Guangyao's right. They both need a rest.
"Maybe teaching them will be enough. If they're willing to learn. Young Master Gao shows much promise. And the lady warrior I was speaking with seems level-headed enough. An active hand in the proceedings might not be as necessary with minds like these."
He still feels nervous about showing his competence like this. It feels so strange and uncomfortable after hiding himself for so long. And he'd been working very hard, putting his leadership and tactical experience to use.
"I know there's still work to do... There's illustrations and advertisements to make. And logistics to figure out. And disguises."
Just the diversion operation itself has quite a bit of layers to it. Handling that and working out potential battle plans down in the Underground is a bit tricky. Most of his knowledge of actual fighting is theoretical. He'd usually left planning the details of night hunts to his more experienced elders. But he still did what he could, regardless.
"I think so. Young Master Gao had shown a lot of promise. And there are others who seem perfectly capable. We can be here to advise them if needed. And handle what we can on our own with the diversions."
His fingers continued to move through his hair.
"You did fantastically today. I will go with them in case they need me. We can work on some of the other objectives after we have eaten dinner, perhaps. I'll help you with them and many hands can make light work. For now, Let's take some soothing breaths and drink a bot of tea. We still have some time."
Things were moving fast with the parade and the resulting chaos as well as the work they had to do there and after it was a lot. He had to utilize so much of himself and he was just tired. He could understand the exhaustion Huaisang must be feeling.
Things are moving so very fast. His head is spinning with it all and he still needs to decide what he can safely pass on to Wei Wuxian in this situation. He's not willing to go back on their deal but juggling his loyalties is already turning out to be a handful.
"It is. I need to think about what's safe to report to Wei-xiong, too. We had an agreement and he tipped me off about the sewers. It wouldn't be right not to return the favor."
Potentially making an enemy out of his old friend isn't something he wants to do, especially given his emotional state after suffering so much back home. The assassination hadn't been any easier for Wei Wuxian to bear witness to, he imagines.
"But if you can go with them and Lady Musashi, that would help. She seems to have a good head on her shoulders. I don't doubt that she has some useful tricks at her disposal either."
Then there's a long pause as he closes his eyes, just focusing on those fingers in his hair and the feel of soft fur beneath his hand.
"Lady Tenkohime surprised me when I turned in my card at the bathhouse. She thinks I have potential and she gave me a double bonus for my efforts."
He doesn't know what to make of it. Despite his misgivings over this grab for territory, it had been very kind of her to give him such a reward.
"Yes, you should probably pay him back with something. Well, tackle one thing at a time. You don't have to figure it all out at this moment. Shall I make a list for you?" he continued to brush through his hair with his fingers before reaching out and grabbing a comb to brush it properly, working through the knots one at a time.
"I can do that. I'll collect some medical supplies as well in case anything goes wrong," he said softly. "Thank you for taking care of all of that. You really shone today. I'm really proud of you Huaisang."
As he undid the rest of the knots he listened.
"That is wonderful! Well of course you do. You are good at conversations and have a love for the finer things." he undid his guan and set it aside as he worked through the rest of his hair.
"I submitted my card as well. She said that she knew I had a hard time with...sex. And that she saw my efforts. She gave me a coupon for two at a fine restaurant in her district." he paused.
"Would you like to come with me? It will be a nice change of pace after all of this."
"A peaceful evening out sounds nice. I'd love to come with you."
Something fun and relaxing might be just what he needs after all of this stress. Just a night of enjoying fine dining with comfortable companionship he doesn't have to try so hard with. Jin Guangyao already knows his secrets, just as he knows his. As awkward as their history is, it also liberates them both from having to put on airs or maintain any kind of pretense.
"I could use an evening to just relax after this turf war is resolved."
Even if he skilled in this line of work, it's still mentally exhausting to maintain all the time. Hopefully, their juniors will pick things up and come to better understand their path with practice and encouragement.
"Maybe we can go shopping, too. I'd like to pick up a few things for apartment and some nice clothes for work."
It was true. Thier history was complex but they can be themselves with one another. Nie Huaisang had seen the worst of him already. It sounded nice.
"We both can. We have been so busy with everything I think we have more than earned this. And yes, shopping would be nice. I would love to get a few pieces to make this place feel more like a home and not somewhere we just live. I also want to pick up some fabric and a sewing kit. I can embroider our clan symbols for our walls so we do not forget what we are fighting for."
He had made the ugly little place he shared with Jin Ling and Wei Wuxian in Hakagemachi look really cozy he would do the same here.
"We will make our home beautiful. And taste something nice." he brushed away a few of his bangs with some fingers.
"I'd like that. I couldn't really afford anything at the restaurant. Just some wine."
But maybe if he keeps working hard, he'll be able to fully enjoy the benefits of being a member of the Tamamo Clan while he's here.
"There's no way of knowing how long it will take to fulfill our contracts. I'd rather live here as comfortably as I can. Making this place look nice would be good step toward that goal."
As tiny as their apartment is, surely there's more that they can do with the space.
With surprising reluctance, he lifts himself up off of Jin Guangyao's lap and sits in an upright position, hair slightly disheveled by the movement.
"It was pretty expensive. I cooked some soup earlier too. I can heat that up for us as well. Let's get some food in you then, Just wine is going to make you feel ill." he smiled softly, it was a tired but sincere one.
"I think that is best. We must make our home good for us no matter how transitional it may feel. At least we will feel safe when we are here." Nie Huaisang looked adorable with how disheveled he looked. The urge to kiss him overtook him but he restrained himself. It must be his exhaustion... Instead, he took a bao and offered it to him.
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"That is understandable. You don't need to jump in right away. We have time to decide what we want to do. I agree. There are plenty of people in that meeting today who are excited to jump into the fray. I climbed tooth and nail in three clans. That is more than a lifetime. I was not quite excited at the prospect of doing it once more.
I think That sounds nice. We can still help but more passively. We still need to fulfill our contracts regardless. But rest is much needed for both of us."
his fingers continued through his hair, gently taking care of any knots. He pressed his lips against his head gently.
"You are not alone. If you want this path I will walk it with you. I doubt anyone else knows this path we tread."
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"Maybe teaching them will be enough. If they're willing to learn. Young Master Gao shows much promise. And the lady warrior I was speaking with seems level-headed enough. An active hand in the proceedings might not be as necessary with minds like these."
He still feels nervous about showing his competence like this. It feels so strange and uncomfortable after hiding himself for so long. And he'd been working very hard, putting his leadership and tactical experience to use.
"I know there's still work to do... There's illustrations and advertisements to make. And logistics to figure out. And disguises."
Just the diversion operation itself has quite a bit of layers to it. Handling that and working out potential battle plans down in the Underground is a bit tricky. Most of his knowledge of actual fighting is theoretical. He'd usually left planning the details of night hunts to his more experienced elders. But he still did what he could, regardless.
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His fingers continued to move through his hair.
"You did fantastically today. I will go with them in case they need me. We can work on some of the other objectives after we have eaten dinner, perhaps. I'll help you with them and many hands can make light work. For now, Let's take some soothing breaths and drink a bot of tea. We still have some time."
Things were moving fast with the parade and the resulting chaos as well as the work they had to do there and after it was a lot. He had to utilize so much of himself and he was just tired. He could understand the exhaustion Huaisang must be feeling.
"It is a lot isn't it?"
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"It is. I need to think about what's safe to report to Wei-xiong, too. We had an agreement and he tipped me off about the sewers. It wouldn't be right not to return the favor."
Potentially making an enemy out of his old friend isn't something he wants to do, especially given his emotional state after suffering so much back home. The assassination hadn't been any easier for Wei Wuxian to bear witness to, he imagines.
"But if you can go with them and Lady Musashi, that would help. She seems to have a good head on her shoulders. I don't doubt that she has some useful tricks at her disposal either."
Then there's a long pause as he closes his eyes, just focusing on those fingers in his hair and the feel of soft fur beneath his hand.
"Lady Tenkohime surprised me when I turned in my card at the bathhouse. She thinks I have potential and she gave me a double bonus for my efforts."
He doesn't know what to make of it. Despite his misgivings over this grab for territory, it had been very kind of her to give him such a reward.
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"I can do that. I'll collect some medical supplies as well in case anything goes wrong," he said softly. "Thank you for taking care of all of that. You really shone today. I'm really proud of you Huaisang."
As he undid the rest of the knots he listened.
"That is wonderful! Well of course you do. You are good at conversations and have a love for the finer things." he undid his guan and set it aside as he worked through the rest of his hair.
"I submitted my card as well. She said that she knew I had a hard time with...sex. And that she saw my efforts. She gave me a coupon for two at a fine restaurant in her district." he paused.
"Would you like to come with me? It will be a nice change of pace after all of this."
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Something fun and relaxing might be just what he needs after all of this stress. Just a night of enjoying fine dining with comfortable companionship he doesn't have to try so hard with. Jin Guangyao already knows his secrets, just as he knows his. As awkward as their history is, it also liberates them both from having to put on airs or maintain any kind of pretense.
"I could use an evening to just relax after this turf war is resolved."
Even if he skilled in this line of work, it's still mentally exhausting to maintain all the time. Hopefully, their juniors will pick things up and come to better understand their path with practice and encouragement.
"Maybe we can go shopping, too. I'd like to pick up a few things for apartment and some nice clothes for work."
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It was true. Thier history was complex but they can be themselves with one another. Nie Huaisang had seen the worst of him already. It sounded nice.
"We both can. We have been so busy with everything I think we have more than earned this. And yes, shopping would be nice. I would love to get a few pieces to make this place feel more like a home and not somewhere we just live. I also want to pick up some fabric and a sewing kit. I can embroider our clan symbols for our walls so we do not forget what we are fighting for."
He had made the ugly little place he shared with Jin Ling and Wei Wuxian in Hakagemachi look really cozy he would do the same here.
"We will make our home beautiful. And taste something nice." he brushed away a few of his bangs with some fingers.
"Are you ready for that bao now?"
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But maybe if he keeps working hard, he'll be able to fully enjoy the benefits of being a member of the Tamamo Clan while he's here.
"There's no way of knowing how long it will take to fulfill our contracts. I'd rather live here as comfortably as I can. Making this place look nice would be good step toward that goal."
As tiny as their apartment is, surely there's more that they can do with the space.
With surprising reluctance, he lifts himself up off of Jin Guangyao's lap and sits in an upright position, hair slightly disheveled by the movement.
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"I think that is best. We must make our home good for us no matter how transitional it may feel. At least we will feel safe when we are here." Nie Huaisang looked adorable with how disheveled he looked. The urge to kiss him overtook him but he restrained himself. It must be his exhaustion... Instead, he took a bao and offered it to him.
"Please eat up. Let's regain our strength."