[He thought for once, he would be able to live in the moment. Enjoy the roughness that Bradley was treating him to. But then he asks, and Nero can't give him the answer he's looking for.
He can't say that and be honest. Bradley should've given up on him, but here he is, still here, still holding onto him and Nero doesn't know why he won't cut the line. Why is he so stubborn? There are better people for Bradley than him. There are so many people who haven't betrayed his trust so intensely.
Nero's fingers clench the sheets, tears threatening to escape.]
I'm right here- right here, Brad. [Can he hear it? The way Nero is desperately trying to say "I love you" without saying the right words.]
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He can't say that and be honest. Bradley should've given up on him, but here he is, still here, still holding onto him and Nero doesn't know why he won't cut the line. Why is he so stubborn? There are better people for Bradley than him. There are so many people who haven't betrayed his trust so intensely.
Nero's fingers clench the sheets, tears threatening to escape.]
I'm right here- right here, Brad. [Can he hear it? The way Nero is desperately trying to say "I love you" without saying the right words.]