( Marc won't see her hurt, because he's back in their world. Her parents are rotted in the ground somewhere and if she doesn't do something, that's where they're going to stay.
And even if she has friends here, they don't know her. Not really. They can't be, will never be, able to love her. Who but her family would want to anyway? She's just some broken little girl who ran from the only thing she was good at and will never be anything more than a bit of shrapnel.
An inconsequential piece of cannon fodder, and what the fuck is she doing here? Trying to keep her head above water when she can barely swim? She isn't doing enough. Isn't progressing fast enough to fight in the lion's den that is Jigokucho. )
I— ( How can she explain it? Shin already knows far more about her home life, about the lengths she'd go to help her brother, than anyone else here. He doesn't know that Ryouma's a friend, though. Someone who keeps putting his own ass in danger and laughing off the consequences because I just don't worry about when my life might end.
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Th' people who love me aren't here.
( Marc won't see her hurt, because he's back in their world. Her parents are rotted in the ground somewhere and if she doesn't do something, that's where they're going to stay.
And even if she has friends here, they don't know her. Not really. They can't be, will never be, able to love her. Who but her family would want to anyway? She's just some broken little girl who ran from the only thing she was good at and will never be anything more than a bit of shrapnel.
An inconsequential piece of cannon fodder, and what the fuck is she doing here? Trying to keep her head above water when she can barely swim? She isn't doing enough. Isn't progressing fast enough to fight in the lion's den that is Jigokucho. )
I— ( How can she explain it? Shin already knows far more about her home life, about the lengths she'd go to help her brother, than anyone else here. He doesn't know that Ryouma's a friend, though. Someone who keeps putting his own ass in danger and laughing off the consequences because I just don't worry about when my life might end.
That part's important, too. )
I were doin' what needed done. For my contract.