[ shylock has the gall to laugh softly at that. oh, cain. ]

Is it truly senseless? I'll enjoy any and all sorts of emotions, Cain. Even the ones that do hurt.

[ it's a western kind of thinking that he simply doesn't have the words to say. that's the difference between him and cain, a central who may go off the rails, but within reason and judgment. ]

For now, focus on getting better. One step at a time.