Megumi continues to stare at Yuuji in bewilderment, trying to read the emotions he can see on the other boy's face that don't at all match up to the conversation they're having.
He ponders Yuuji's affirmation, sounding almost like an open cheque, and it's completely in character for the other boy. Yuuji has always been a person willing to give up every part of themselves - their heart, their soul, their body. An unconditionally kind person who puts others before himself and wants to save everyone. It's that trait of his that drew Megumi to him to begin with, and it's dangerous. Some innocent cuddling is one thing. What if Megumi were to be affected to the point he becomes completely unlike himself and tries to overstep that boundary between them, tries to take advantage of Yuuji's trust? He doesn't think he would ever do that, but he's also the sort to consider every possibility. ]
... Okay. [ There's a lack of commitment, an insincerity to his answer. If it gets to that point, he won't do it. He knows Yuuji would submit to him and whatever disgusting requests he might make while possessed by the wicked culture of the land. It's better to subject it on someone else he has less care for. Yuuji is too important. ]
You better call me too. [ But hypocrite that he is, he wants Yuuji to do the same for him. How he would manage it he doesn't know - the thought of being intimate with anyone continues to make him nervous - but he'll always take care of him, and that's a fact. ]
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Megumi continues to stare at Yuuji in bewilderment, trying to read the emotions he can see on the other boy's face that don't at all match up to the conversation they're having.
He ponders Yuuji's affirmation, sounding almost like an open cheque, and it's completely in character for the other boy. Yuuji has always been a person willing to give up every part of themselves - their heart, their soul, their body. An unconditionally kind person who puts others before himself and wants to save everyone. It's that trait of his that drew Megumi to him to begin with, and it's dangerous. Some innocent cuddling is one thing. What if Megumi were to be affected to the point he becomes completely unlike himself and tries to overstep that boundary between them, tries to take advantage of Yuuji's trust? He doesn't think he would ever do that, but he's also the sort to consider every possibility. ]
... Okay. [ There's a lack of commitment, an insincerity to his answer. If it gets to that point, he won't do it. He knows Yuuji would submit to him and whatever disgusting requests he might make while possessed by the wicked culture of the land. It's better to subject it on someone else he has less care for. Yuuji is too important. ]
You better call me too. [ But hypocrite that he is, he wants Yuuji to do the same for him. How he would manage it he doesn't know - the thought of being intimate with anyone continues to make him nervous - but he'll always take care of him, and that's a fact. ]