Mm, I figured it would be different, I just only have what I've read in books and seen on tv to go on, I guess!
[There is after all plenty of media about police work. It's why he was sort of excited to get to try it himself. Sure, it's dangerous, but this is hell, and it's not like he has that much to lose as far as he can figure.]

I mean, the hole helps me think so of course it works in my favor. I wouldn't be able to do a good job as a police officer without it.
[He wasn't going to bring this up but Kim seems a bit concerned and gave him a goid lead-in for it so! Time to say some crazy shit.]