(This isn't the direction he'd imagined a conversation with Matoba going and he wonders if he should change what he might have thought about him before. He's quiet for a moment, really considering for a moment.
He knows he's free to. Mutsunokami has his photography and all of his other interests. Sensei has his experiments and research. There are other touken danshi with interests in things like fashion and cooking and even... stranger desires. But they all have things they're good at. They all have better characters than him. They aren't gloomy and mean or awkward like him (he's very self-aware).)
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(This isn't the direction he'd imagined a conversation with Matoba going and he wonders if he should change what he might have thought about him before. He's quiet for a moment, really considering for a moment.
He knows he's free to. Mutsunokami has his photography and all of his other interests. Sensei has his experiments and research. There are other touken danshi with interests in things like fashion and cooking and even... stranger desires. But they all have things they're good at. They all have better characters than him. They aren't gloomy and mean or awkward like him (he's very self-aware).)
... No one would believe me if I said so.